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Here comes my first attemp to go english!!
As all know me, I only write stupid shit, in spanish, not acceptable for the english speaking community that i live in.
I woke up to the sad news that singer/songe writer Amy Winehouse was found dead in her "flat" this morning, and felt sadened of the humungous talent as a worldwide society lost!!
A human being haunted by alleged demons, "ghosts", or plain simple "depresssion" now called these days, that basicaly took over a talented artist, that in my point of view, all she needed was a friend, a good friend, to guide her, to show her the difference between wrong and right!!
And then i thought: arent we all hauted by past and present demons?? Of course we are!! But the question then is............. Do we have friends to show us right from wrong??? And how many of them would stay thru all the wrongs (wich are many) and how many would stay until the end to show us the right???How many friends would be at my bedside when i take my last breath on life??
I had friend like that, a friend that would go all the way before i killed myself, sadly enough I lost her several years ago, and still wonder, when would I find a person like her, that would smile at a slightest accomplishment, and be sadenned by the littliest bump on my road that would threatened my stardom, only family does that these day, and sometimes not even them.

I went out one night, trying to take a step forward in life, a step forward in what would become my future and met a lot of people, maybe 50 people, I dont recall really how many I met that night, but I met, two women that I admire, both with such strong personalities, both amazing at what they do, dont forget, I am very intimidating as a person, and I met these two beautiful persons, and they didnt felt intimidated by me, and let me tell you, this was a breeze of fresh air! Finally the zebra found a couple of friends to run free with!! Oh what a glorious night!! Is not every day that you find friends like those!!In a society so "electroncally" connected where a phone call is a pain in the ass and a text is completely unacceptable, finally found someone to talk to!And found out that both my new friends were troubled, one more than the other, but then again, who isnt?? Arent we all?? If we get to know each other to that point, i guess we'll have to throw the dice and see who's more troubled, and let faith decide who has it worse, but in the end we need to figure out, who has that friend, that would never let me or you, waste our talent, we all believe in a higher power, but sometimes becomes so hard to believe when you just cant hold that hand or hug that higher power, and thats when the best friend, the friend you met one drunken night, that out of the blue, believes in you, and will stick by your side, if you only kept his or her phone number by your side, and just fucking call before is too late!!